justrun-.

i need a blue sky holiday

sometimes i really think that i care too much. what's the point of being so concerned if people don't really give a damn? it's like putting in effort for nothing. i mean i do it cos i care and cos i bother and because i am your friend! how the hell can you take advantage of me like that?!

right. okay i need to cool off...

on the other hand, thank goodness it ain't a stress fracture. uhm i still need to lose lotsa weight. i dunno why my weight has suddenly spiked up. argh. annoying! anw training today was so slack cos of the meeting. weirded.

i'm so pissed i have no mood to do philo. ARGHH. i am angry angry angry! i HATE people who take advantage of my kindness. why do i even bother.. urgh.

ripped this from csf's blog.
"Shu Fang has left us for a better place. She died in her sleep last night. We will remember fondly as the fighter who never gave up, until we meet again."
a fighter indeed... may she rest in peace.

last day of term 2 tmr. but it's a false sense of freedom cos there's physics pt due. argh i'm so pissed and angry and stressed and angsty now. GRRRRRRR. -screams. i feel like killing someone now. hah. don't come close to me or i'll bite. shit la. training's so gonna die now that jiaolian's going off already. siandiaozzzzzzzzzz. oh man oh man oh man.

it's a wild warped world we live in. damn.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [21:59]

and took [20060525] strides

it's the passion that drives you